November 2004 Archives

Check out this recent Seerveld interview. As per usual, Seerveld has some wonderful insights:


If you teach philosophy, you better make somebody wise about things for living. Otherwise, what good is it? But, to help people think with a perspective that encompasses God?s whole world is worth doing. And it may not seem as practical as getting a house built or painted, but to get people a theoretical understanding of how God?s world fits together and how the authority of a church, and of a labor union, and of a school, and of a government should be limited, should be different, but still support one another--to get that kind of a theory developed is an important product, if you will, for a theorist to do that shows the theory is not out of this world but it?s in this world.

i'm reading Sandra Cisneros' novel Caramelo right now. here are two passages i particularly enjoyed for their articulate and colorful illuminations of something true:



Because Uncle Old's wife had died a long time ago, his house was a house of men, and as such there was no attention to things of the spirit. No tablecloths or napkins, no flower garden growing from an empty lard tin, no stack of clean pressed linen, no pretty plates. Items were spartan, utilitarian, makeshift, thrifty, and filthy. Newspapers served as a doormat, seat cushions or tablecloth. Fotonovela pages sufficed as toilet reading and toilet paper. A bent nail on the bathroom door was the only defender of privacy. A coffee can and a galvanized tub were the bath. And so on and on. A helter-skelter, trochemoche, come-what-may, venga lo que venga style of living.


and:



[Innocencio's} first obsessions were about those things that overwhelmed and frightened him precisely because there was no language to name them. And he would seek out a quiet space and think until that smudge of emotion clarified itself. The fear and allure of the wind that set the trees and the arteries in his body trembling. The sunsets watched from the azotea when Mexico City was still smog-free and one could watch a sunset. The face of a blond, three-quarter profile, with the sun behind her and the down of her cheek ablaze.


Things like this filled him with a joy akin to sadness or a sadness akin to joy and he found himself unable to explain why he was blinking back tears with an uncontrollable desire to laugh and cry all at once. --What? --I don't know, nothing, he might've said. But that was a lie. He should have said, --Everything, everything, ah, everything!


okay, and one more:



But it's our Uncle Baby and Aunty Ninfa who live like movie stars. Their apartment smells of cigarettes and air-conditioning; ours of fried tortillas. For a long time I think of air-conditioning and cigarettes as the smell of elegance. From her hi-fi Aunty's favorite records are playing: "Exodus," "Never on Sunday," Andy Williams singing "Moon River." Everything smells like cigarettes in Aunty's house, curtains, rugs, furniture, the poodle with the pink-painted toenails, her teased beehive, even her kids. Except for the girls' bedroom, which smells like pee because Amor and Paz still wet the bed.


--Shut up, stupid.


--I'm telling. Ma, Amor told me to "shut up, stupid."


--Jesus! Will you girls shut up and let me hear my music or do i have to make you shut up!


Though their apartment itself is little, the furniture is big. Iron kitchen chairs with high backs like thrones. Bedroom sets that poke out beyond the door frames and keep the doors from shutting completely. A thick wedge of clothes on hangers behind every door. It's hard to walk. Whenever someon wants to pass, someone else has to sit down; when someone wants to open a door, someone else has to stand up. In the kitchen a life-size portrait of an Italian street beggar bending over to take a drink from a fountain. --We bought it because she looks just like our little Paz. Wall-to-wall shag carpeting covered with plastic floor runners and area rugs. A marble coffee table like a coffin lid. Speckled Venetian blown-glass knick-knacks--a rooster, a tropical fish, a swan. Onyx ashtrays....


Aunty Ninfa's apartment is so clean we don't like to visit. --Don't touch anything. Watch you don't run, you might break something. Be careful not to touch the mirrors when you switch on the bathroom light. Honey, that chair's not to sit on.


those who enjoy meticulous, thorough descriptions and details should very much enjoy Caramelo, as well as those who like epic family stories and Latin American literature. the length of Caramelo compared to her short stories and The House on Mango Street seems to weaken the impact of her powerful writing a bit, but there are still precious literary gems to be found in what has been overall a very finely told story...so far.

We were treated to a wonderful display of aurora borealis, or the northern lights, last night. While we watched from our vantage point at the edge of Pleasant Lake, beautiful streams of multi-colored light wisps danced through the clear night sky. Simply amazing. This kind of beauty doesn't have to exist, yet it does.

i just received an e-mail from Emily (Klaasen) Wilson, my friend and freshman year roommate at Dordt, that her father passed away yesterday as a result of injuries from a rock climbing accident that occurred this past weekend. i'm guessing he was in his late forties. if you would, please say a prayer for endurance and healing for the family and all those who are hurting as a result of Tom Klaasen's death.

We realized this when we were publishing this issue, but forgot to mention it until now: My Hometown is our 50th issue of catapult magazine!


While there are certainly some issues that are better than others, I think we've managed to maintain a fairly high level of quality. And that's something ... well ... I suppose I can leave it at that. That's something.


Of course, we're always looking for ways to improve!

Last weekend, Kirstin and I officially moved out of the house we'd been sharing with our wonderful friends Jeff and Bri for the last nine months. We moved back into Kirstin's grandparent's summer cottage, where we first lived when we moved to Three Rivers two years ago.


We moved mainly because we still owe Kirstin's grandparents money from the first time we lived there. They had been gracious enough to allow us to live at their place for free, but we had to pay utilities. Unfortunately, we didn't have enough money to pay those bills at the time. This time around, we'll be paying "rent" that will essentially consist of the utilities and a payment plan for the money we owe them. In six months, we'll have repaid our debt.


And while that may sound like a great plan financially, the move has been a rather painful experience for everyone involved. It's only been a week, but we already recognize the genuine community we had been building cannot be easily replicated now that we are no longer living with each other.


Kirstin and Jeff no longer cook delicious meals for the house together, enjoying the communal effort of preparing food. Bri and I can't bounce ideas off one another while doing homework by simply running up or down the stairs and starting an impromptu debate. We can't sit around the table together every night, sharing our joys and frustrations from the day. The opportunity for unexpected conversation while meeting randomly in the kitchen is no longer possible.


So I'm left with the feeling that I don't entirely like the decision we've made. But we need to stick with it at this point because we've committed ourselves to the endeavor, despite its difficulty.


Hopefully, we'll be able to work something out in six months to enter into permanent community with Jeff and Bri. And hopefully the separation will somehow strengthen our relationships. I guess we'll know in six months.